My gosh you're going through a lot of agony with all these details. roon and I think immigration may be worth monthly basis and come to terms with how you feel about it before going for a Life commitment.
Marriage provides the same opportunities where you never know what you're getting into and then it is too late.
I don't understand people who design interfaces for processors, tvs, streaming platforms, it is as if they never really try it or put it out there for A Focus group review. The underlying cake can be quite good and then it gets screwed up with frosting that's awful.