It’s such a great hobby and so full of personal passion that many hobbyist become tied to their system as if it were alive (like a close friend).I like that. A lot. I think we can all relate. Having said that, I appreciate the forest for the trees.
And @bensturgeion, I sincerely hope your condition improves. I have a mild case of tinnitus and can only imagine what you're going through.
All the best,
Nonoise