By gawd, we're cranky....
I'm just a 'phile of sorts that's so used to doing the improbable with next to nothing that I'm at the point of doing the impossible with nothing...just to make the attempt, to occupy my remaining time, with the little I can amass to try to do so.
As was quote in a sort of context;
"If there be self-made hells, we all must live in them."
At least, it keeps me warm and occupied.....*S*