@jerrybj
I’ve only been in this audio game for 46 years, Amir.
What annoys most are two things:
1. Absolutes, with no tolerance for possibilities. Things are this way, the earth is flat etc.
2. Those who emphatically believe my experience is invalid, and our sanity is questionable at best.
Your sanity is not remotely questioned. You simply have not read and understood what audio research and engineering has been telling us for decades. Instead you trust your gut feeling about technical matters.
As to your 46 years, I am close behind you. Years ago when MP3 came out, I compressed some tracks into it and expected to sound horrible. I was shocked that despite being an audiophile for decades, I could not tell lossy compression from the source. I took months of training for me to be able to do that. Sometime later we used a large group of audiophiles at the company to conduct blind tests of the same. They all did very poorly and lost out easily compared to our trained listeners (including myself) in blind tests.
And it doesn't matter what you hate. Audiophiles routinely hate it when what they think they "heard" is proven to be otherwise. It doesn't make proper analysis that led to that outcome wrong. It shows that you need to dispense with bad protocols used in evaluating audio and learn how your hearing works. I had to do that years ago. That is the difference between us: I accepted science had a lot to offer me and I started over. You are sticking to your beliefs. Why? Because you hate what it says to you? That is not the way to conduct your life....