doug714,
Hi,
I just saw your post, or I would have responded earlier. I completely understand where you are. I went through 5 years of dependence on cocaine ("crush" my brother and I called it) after the loss of my mother and a friend, and I was happy to come out alive and happy on the other side.
Looking back now, I realize that there are so many people having problems with drugs that are not obvious street corner addicts. I was working the entire time, completely dependable, but doing coke secretly throughout the workday, and no one knew.
Best of luck in your recovery. If I can, you can.
Hi,
I just saw your post, or I would have responded earlier. I completely understand where you are. I went through 5 years of dependence on cocaine ("crush" my brother and I called it) after the loss of my mother and a friend, and I was happy to come out alive and happy on the other side.
Looking back now, I realize that there are so many people having problems with drugs that are not obvious street corner addicts. I was working the entire time, completely dependable, but doing coke secretly throughout the workday, and no one knew.
Best of luck in your recovery. If I can, you can.