esoteric....intended for a few...
everything is like this, wine, food, shotguns, fly rods, ...cold molded racing sailboats....sapphire cantilevers.....
except your emotional connection to music is not a “thing “...nor your imagination...no two people read a screenplay and “ see the same picture in the mind..
OP I do hope you find people to share music with, but also enjoy the deep connection only solitude and introspection can bring...
i as well a retired executive often required to be an extrovert, value solitude...yet I cultivate and treasure relationship i have built..
stop by the Whats on your turntable thread...some of the sane extrovert hang there
best to you
jim