When writing this post I never imagined that I would get so many responses .Especially with all your words of motivation and strenght . I feel humbled , thank you guys .In reality I don't have any cash money to invest in a integrated but was wondering on a trade deal to be done . You give me the integrated , I'll give you my preamp and power amp and be done with it . Living on social security is not easy , thank God I'm recieving food stamps and my daughter helps me .That being said , .my health care plan has been great and up to today has covered everthing , studies , quimos , medication . So I don't complain and give God the praise . We all have to go sometime , God knows when . Thank you guys for all your words of comfort and strenght together with faith and hope .