The awakening...


For the past 30 years or so I've considered myself a die-hard audiophile.
I've gone through similar phases and opinions like most of you probably have.
I've bought and sold many dozens (if not hundreds) of high end components and cables.
Audio research, Linn, audionote, ensemble, synergistic, Zu Audio, PS Audio, Yamamoto, modwright, REL, Klipsch, hafler, CJ, coincident, classe, anthem,  oppo, MIT, and many other brands I don't even remember. I've auditioned hundreds more...
I'm also an electronic technician so I had my share of experience with DIY.
I've gone from tubes and vinyl to digital and SS, and back around.
I've owned mini monitors and huge 6' Giants and everything in between.
I've heard the most minute differences in sound quality between cables and footers.
I've spent way too many dollars on fuses, tweaks and furniture.
I read reviews, and swore by specific brands.
I've put together systems which I was sure we're the best ever and defended my choices with a passion.

No more.

I'm sitting here right now in my (ex) music room, listening to a system that costs less than $350 total, and enjoying the music as I rarely did with my recent $30K one.
Does it sound as good and realistic as the $30K one? No it doesn't.
But it sounds damn good. It's musical, engaging, full bodied with a well established sound stage, good detail and tonality, well paced, and I'm having a blast!!!
I just don't care no more for the minute differences in sound quality.
There is no end to it.

I let go, and oh man it feels good to enjoy music without constantly analyzing and subconsciously looking for imperfection or thinking how much better it will sound with tweak X or cable Y or upgrade Z...
This tiny $350 system delivers 80% of the sound quality of the $30K one, and honestly probably better than many $5K ones out there. I mean it...
It doesn't make any sense no more!

I have no regrets ...
I've had a lot of fun and I met amazing people that I wouldn't have had I not been an audiophile.
I've experienced great uplifting monents and great disappointments.
I've laughed and cried, was blown away and frustrated... It was a great ride.

I am leaving this hobby behind and not looking back...
Damn it feels good.
I'll keep enjoying great music and HiFi sound, and will appreciate high quality equipment, but I won't be obsessed with it no more.
I still have a very nice system in my living room which is probably worth around $2K and will be more than I'll ever need going forward.
This amazing little $350 system is going to my office where I spend most of my week days and I'm excited about it...

I have woken up from the audiophile dream, and what has been seen can't be unseen.

Goodbye and thanks for the fish :-)

PS:
Since I know you are very curious, the $350 system consists of a Raspberry Pi as a streamer ($25) with an upgraded DAC ($60), an upgraded power supply ($50), a 20 watt Chinese digital power amplifier ($70), mini monitor speakers I bought as a kit ($100), DIY stands from leftover lumber ($20), and around $20 in cables...
I intentionally omit brand names, this post is not about recommending any specific item. It's about what amazing value you can get for ridiculously cheap these days in general.

I promise each and every one of you that if you were sitting in my seat right now, and I would have told you that you are listening to a $5K system, you would not have doubted it for a second. You are probably thinking that I'm crazy, but I am not. 
I've already tried this trick on a few very experienced audiophile friends this past week. :-)
ami

Showing 18 responses by ami

Hi all and thanks for your thoughts!

@nonoise:
You may be right, only time will tell... My living room system with Hypex Ncore monoblocks, Schiit BiFrost multibit, SoTM streamer, DIY Audionote clone preamp, and a Project TT probably provides >90% of my ex main system at 1/10 of the cost, and I really don’t miss a thing with it. The ability to truly and deeply enjoy a $350 system without focusing on its flaws is a revelation.

@n80:
I am leaving the ’hobby’ as a ’hobby’, that doesn’t mean not enjoying music or great sounding systems anymore. A ’hobby’ is something I spend my free time on, and being an ’audiophile’ vs. a ’music-phile’ means spending time improving the audio experience. I’m done with that.
I see your point though, and agree that there is no X dollar amount, it’s the attitude...

@jtcf:
You say "I couldn’t stop thinking about what upgrades or tweaks were needed to enjoy that (more!)" and you nailed it.
It’s the ’more’ part that I’m leaving behind... There is no end to ’More’!!
It’s also time for me to re-evaluate many other aspects of my life where ’more’ was important to me :-)

@onhwy61:
I agree with your phrasing. That’s the ’audiophile vs music-phile’ part that many of us confuse, I know I have, even though I tried to convinced myself differently. "Never underestimate the power of denial" ...

@cd318:
I believe we are - this is a completely new age. when I started getting into the hobby 30 years ago, the difference between a $300 system and a $3000 system was night and day, not 20%. There were very few cheap, really good sounding components. That is no longer the case.

@williewonka:
I know what good cables can do to the sound, but I honestly don’t care no more. That’s ths shift in state of mind.
Yes - I can spend another $50 and make it sound better, than another $100 to improve some more... and more... and more... There is no end...
I decided to just stop.

@mr_m:
You say " You let the most important part of owning a hi end system elude you all these years."
I didn’t think so. I told myself differently, and I really believed I was truly enjoying the music, which I really did in a sense.
But what I was missing all these years is that when you are in a state of mind of many audiophiles, vs. ’music-philes’, is that we listen critically.
Critique means "a detailed analysis and assessment".
This is true not only in finding or looking for flaws which we consider ’negative’, but the flip side of the same coin is the positive.
Even when I was truly enjoying a great system, I was subconsciously praising its merits: "It has a great soundstage, wow... so much detail I was missing... Man what a great vocal realism etc."
That is gone now.
The shift in state of mind is letting go of that, both for bad and for good.
Maybe it is just me that was blind, but knowing many audiophiles in person, being a member of an audiophile society, and just browsing these forums tells me a different story :-)

@ishkabibil
The specific brands don't really matter. at these price points there are many excellent products, and web reviews will help you.
Raising the budget to $500 or $1,000 may end up with a much better one...but this is the whole point :-)
I don't want this discussion to become 'but that amp is much better... those speakers will blow yours away... You must listen to these cables". That's not what it is all about.
I will say this:
1 - If you have the time, minimal tools, skills, and desire to do so, I highly recommend getting speakers as a kit from a reputable vendor. There are many of those. A $100 kit will be the equivalent of at least $500 off the shelf brand name speaker in terms of sound quality, and you get the bonus of the joy of making it yourself.
2 - For source, streaming with a Raspberry Pi and a decent DAC is hard to beat. Do get a decent power supply with it, and it doesn't have to be a linear one. there are some excellent "audio-grade" switching power supplies as well out.
3 - Many of the chinese amplifiers you can get online are very good. Read the forum reviews, and narrow your list to a few. You can't really go wrong with these prices, and most online shops have liberal return policies so you can easily try out a couple before you land on one that you like most.
HTH

By the way, if any of you guys happen to be in the San Francisco Bay Area and want to hear this tiny system, you are welcome. I’ll be happy to share the revelation :-)
PM me with your name and phone number.
@mapman : Yes indeed :-) I've been trapped in old conceptions, and getting free feels great!
@stringreen :
Most cars serve a purpose - getting you from point A to point B with varying degrees of efficiency, luxury and performance.
Exotic performance cars (most Porsches excluded from this category) serve a completely different purpose.
They are for track driving, (although some do track driving on public roads) and a status symbol. I live in the SF bay area, and even here very few people drive Ferraris in traffic every day, especially not the ultra-high-performance ones.
This is not the same as high-end audio systems, which are all meant to reproduce music with high fidelity for better engagement of the listener.
I do agree that in both categories there is the curve of diminishing returns, only in recent years it has become way steeper than it ever was.
Same with cars BTW - what you buy today for $20K outperforms most cars costing $100K 20 years ago in almost every aspect.
@prof : replacing one obsession with another is an old trick... I'm trying to see if I can be rid of obsessions, period :-) It ain't easy in our modern, consumption oriented society.
@tomic601 :
I hear you...
I can't afford a ferrari or a lamborghini, but I do own a 360HP Mercedes Benz AMG that does 0-60 in ~4 sec and will do over 160 MPH, and a motorcycle that is even faster than that.
Many things fall under the broad category of "talking about it and doing it ain't even close"
Track driving is one, dining at a 3 star Michelin restaurant is another, bungee Jumping, drugs, sex, etc.
I'm happy I've had my fair share of all of these.
Thanks @michaelgreenaudio :-)

@mechans: You may be right, but I highly doubt it.
~15 years ago I had a different kind of awakening - I realized in a single instant that the meat and dairy I was happily eating causes unbelievable suffering to helpless sentient beings, damages my health, and contributes to the destruction of our planet. From that day on, I never consumed any animal product. Just the thought of eating a corpse makes me wretch, and I had my fair share of steaks before that.
I can't imagine any way that will ever change.

@condosound: Yes, it was paid for. but reality forced me to repurpose my dedicated music room, and my main system was not a good match for my much larger living room.
I used a flea power 1.5 WPC Yamamoto amp with Zu Druids.
I do like to rock the house occasionally, a task that my living room system with its 400 WPC Hypex NCore monoblocks is much more appropriate for. I put together the tiny $350 system for laughs, placed it in the same room that is about to be repurposed, and that actually triggered this realization for me.

@jafreeman: LOL... I'm in !!!
@elizabeth : Why settle for $180 power cables?
I have an as new Synergistic Research Element Tungsten 5' power cable for sale with an original MSRP of ~$1,700 + $400 for the upgraded Galileo MPC, PM me, I'll give you a great deal ;-)

@mr_m: I have the same feeling... This awakening is making me wonder what else I am doing wrong in my life, but I'm still in denial :-)
Cognitive biases are ruling over our intelligence...

@audioman58: I agree with you 100%. As an amateur electronic technician, I too like to peek inside and see what it's made of. I've seen the best and the worse...
The most pleasant surprise I ever had was opening up an Audio-GD DAC. Oh man... that thing is built like a tank combined with a cartier watch... Only the finest quality parts, and with amazing attention to detail. It also sounded like it.
My worst surprise - a high-end monoblock Tube amplifier by S****** (I am tempted to name them but I won't). Some of the high voltage components were held together by hot glue and double-sided tape, with pretty obvious cold solder points. I opened it up since one of the capacitors broke loose from the solder point during shipping!

@maplegrovemusic + @mmorrison55 -
Maybe, only time will tell :-) see my previous reply...

@pc997: I am using Volumio and a DAC very similar to the ones you mentioned. I did not go for a linear PSU, I've found an excellent switching one for $50. I really don't want this thread to become a brand dual, so let's leave brand names outside this discussion :-)
They are all names you are probably familiar with, I don't think I have found a secret holy grail or anything like that...
@firstnot:
If that is all DIY, I’m in... Maybe http://www.burningamp.org/ is a good event for your idea.
Just choosing and putting together off-the-shelf components doesn’t sound too exciting, and doesn’t show much craftsmanship IMHO.
All DIY on the other hand...
I might be tempted to build something with TI’s new class D chip they are so proud of: https://www.mouser.com/new/Texas-Instruments/ti-tas3251-amps/
@ishkabibil - As I said, this is not about a specific brand.
You can get similar mini digital amplifiers online.
There are plenty of reviews on these, just search http://bfy.tw/LSpM
@rvpiano - your previous post was not removed, it is on the first page and this thread is now into it's second page. See the blue links below with page numbers to browse.
@tomic601 
I use the Raspberry Pi only as a streamer. I know Paul Winter, he is amazing!
Thanks for the heads-up, will definitely listen!
Have a musical weekend ;-)
@roxy54 + @n80 what he said ;-)
First, thank you for the language feedback. No cynicism, I honestly mean it... English is not my first language, and I only improve with such feedback.
Looking back on the text, I agree that the 2nd ’no more’ sounds off, and "any more" is more appropriate. The first one is not a complete sentence, so I think it works fine.
A quick Google search showed some interesting rules, and some differences between US and British english.
See for yourself: https://www.google.com/search?q=no+more+vs.+anymore&oq=no+more+vs.+anymore


@n80 + @tomic601
I thought some more on your comparison of the cheap vs expensive thrill, and maybe there is another aspect here at play.
Driving a 1990 Miata might even be more fun that driving a 2018 Agera...
With the latter, any squeek or out-of-place noise, a late shift or delayed power transfer will immediately grab your attention and think "hmmm ... what is wrong?" For a car with that price tag, you will be expecting nothing but perfection, and anything that may seem less than perfect, will be disappointing.
With the former, you don't expect perfection. Some quirks, noises, and inconsistencies are part of the deal, and for the price tag, you don't really care. That leaves you with just pure fun, even though the performance level is not the same.
I also suspect that you will be willing to test the limits of the Miata more than you will the Agera, for fear of damaging it.
Does that make sense?

Same with a $30K system vs. a $0.3K one... I enjoy and appreciate it for what it is, and the amazing value it provides. Absolute performance is less of a factor.

Cheers and a merry christmas everybody!

@tomic601 
Cool!
PM me and we'll exchange Email addresses.
I will be at Burningamp 2019 for sure.

@falconquest
Wow... definitely interesting!
I’m happy to say I’ve been very fortunate in that regard as well.
In my ~50 years, I visited over 30 countries and 4 continents.
I lived for over 30 years in Israel where I was born, 3 years in the Netherlands, and for 2 years I took a break from life and travelled, driving across India and Nepal on a motorcycle - an indian Royal Enfield Bullet.
I visited Thailand quite a few times, islands, mountains, everywhere.
Travelled for many months in Africa driving an old Mitsubishi Jeep.
Africa is my favorite continent to visit, Uganda in particular, and I’m going there in March again! If you haven’t put Africa on your to do list, you are missing out. It’s different than anything else you’ve ever seen or imagined.
For the last 7 years I’ve been living here in northern California. I took a few long vacation trips, about 2 months each, riding my motorcycle across the USA. I probably visited 40 states by now and drove over 30K miles just for fun. Too many experiences to list here :-)
Have a wonderful weekend and good luck with your audio quest! (pun not intended)
Ami
My first "audiophile awakening" was around age 16.
My parents had an old "all-in-one" Phillips stereo with a receiver, TT, and flimsy speakers that came with the set.
I don’t think it even had a Cassette deck, maybe an 8-track, but I don’t really remember.
I was extremely happy with it, until one day one of my classmates invited me over to his house to listen to some albums.
They had a the top-of-the-line luxman component setup, with a dbx dynamic range expander, and a pair of huge 15" Altec Lansings with horn tweeters, I never even knew what model they were. They were similar to the ones with the huge vertical "slider style" switches they now try to "retro" with their newer models.
I will never forget the first time I saw the PD-444 (i found out the model much later, but there was no mistaking that TT) with dual arms, and the first time he played the same album that I listened to the day before on my crappy Phillips system.
It was Zenyatta Mondatta by The Police.
On the first few bass notes of "Don’t stand so close to me" my jaw dropped to the floor, and I knew I will never listen the same way to that crappy Phillips system.
Amazing that 35 years later, I still have the image of their system fresh in my memory.

what a round-trip !
Steve Guttenberg "compares" a $250K power amp, to a $33 one.
Interesting 8 minute watch, and he re-iterates some of the points we discussed: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pJqXcBHixQc

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