I remember when cd players were all the rage. I read an article about the Micromega stage two. I managed to get one and behold best sound player I’ve ever heard. It was so musical. Unfortunately it was not reliable. Thus began my frustration. It took 25 different players before I found The sound. Ended up with a Meridian 508.24. Not sure it was as musical as my Micromega, but it was as close asI could get. So my point here is, this hobby can be frustrating if you are looking for that particular sound.
For me it seems no matter what equipment you have at some point I think you get bored. So to counter that, I have 6 amps and 12 pairs of speakers. So when I get bored I switch out something. As been said, at some point you just have to enjoy the music. The journey ends when You end it.