I’ve been where you are and once made an offer on a brand new 2008 BMW M3 on eBay only to wake up and see they accepted my offer. I went ahead with the transaction and thoroughly enjoyed that purchase in the end. Fast forward 13 years and now sober for 6.5 years. Life isn’t as “exciting and chaotic” and still enjoying fun toys but no longer wake up with that instant fear of “what did I do last night and immediate urge to clean up my mess!” Good luck and enjoy your new HiFi.