you are simply tired of manic pedantry ... you are an "addict" of this passion and the treatment is difficult.
Also (sometimes) people get hungry - they want something real but they can't find it...
In English, there is practically nothing serious on this topic ... try listening to these materials ... there are few of them, but somewhere there were recordings of a program that was broadcast on the BBC and hosted by this man.
Good old days
I remember when I was happy that everything I played on my stereo sounded basically the same, without a care for soundstagjng and the like. This occurs to me now as I sit in my car enjoying the hell out of everything played. All I’m thinking about is the music. Maybe it’s time for me to pack in my high end aspirations.